Expectation.
Fear & Cold Feet.
Liberation.
I've spent the past 5 months in an awkward transitory state. More liberated than the 5 months prior to that; just enough to tempt me with its elbow room but not enough for me to maximize my wingspan. And now...I am starting a new chapter. This weekend was like deep breath of fresh air. I've been waiting for it, anticipating it, even faking it for quite some time. I've set myself free. But of course, it was always a two way street and took the right kind of effort and the right timing.
Thank You. Thank You. Thank You.
Today is my first day of class in almost a year -- Financial Engineering. I am starting a new gig (one that I've been eying for over two years, now) in 3 weeks -- Emerging Risk Solutions Analyst. I am going to NJ/NY this summer for training. I successfully executed Standing Forehead to Knee last night and made a pretty killer Japanese Ham Sandwich, with Johnny's help :)
Life is Good.
"A test of what is real is that it is hard and rough. Joys are found in it, not pleasure. What is pleasant belongs to dreams. "
Simone Weil
